10.13.2011

There are no words

I have barely found the chance to grieve my own loss this week. It doesn't quite feel real yet, although I can feel the impending arrival of AF. Reading this post just now gave me chills over my entire body and made me want to vomit and collapse on the floor in a blubbering heap. I want to go over the edge, and yet I have to keep it together for another 12 hours for this damn fashion show tonight, and then I am taking tomorrow off, to grieve for myself, and for my dear blog friend Miss Conception who just lost her precious twins yesterday at 20 weeks. Please go give her some support, even though we all know there are no words that could possibly make it better.

5 comments:

  1. thinking of you always.

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  2. No words is so true. Heartbreaking.

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  3. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss... this journey certainly is a roller-coaster and having been through a recent loss myself, I know that pain you're going through. My heart goes out to you and MissC... no-one should ever have to go through the loss of a child.
    I have a private blog but happy for other IF/IVF and BLMs to join... just email me or comment on my updater blog {newyearmum2.blogspot.com} and I'll send you an access link :))
    Love to you always xoxo

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