Five and a little bit

Luigi, my little peanut, you turned five months old a week and a half ago already. Can you please ask time to slow down? This last month has brought amazing changes. It is truly amazing to watch! But it is going by so fast. So, so fast.

The biggest development this month was giving you your first solid foods. Granny was visiting during school vacation week. While we were having dinner, we noticed you watching us intently. Granny suggested giving you some ripe banana that was sitting on the counter. We hadn't planned to start before we took our trip to England, but we went for it. And you loved it! You grabbed the spoon right out of Daddy's hand, and with a little shake of your head, chomped right down on it. It is the sweetest thing ever. Since then, we've tried pears, avocado, sweet potatoes and peaches. Peas are next on the list. I don't want you to get too much of a sweet tooth! But so far, you haven't rejected anything. In fact, you are more likely to fuss while you are awaiting the next full spoon to arrive at your lips.

You are sitting up a bit now if I position you, and can stay that way for a minute or so before you inevitably tip over and land on you belly. I think you are going to be fearless because these little topples hardly seem to phase you. You are still rolling from your belly to your back, and have made it from your back to your side, but not all the way over yet.

You are definitely noticing the world around you now. Your curiosity is a delight. In fact, delight is a word often used to describe you. You are fascinated when I turn on the faucet in the sink. You lean right over, so sometimes I let you hold you hands in the water. You are also enjoying having the water spray on your belly during your baths in the sink. When I carry you over to your dresser to grab a pair of socks, you lean over and peer inside the drawer, wanting to see and touch what is inside. I am so enjoying watching you learn about the world.

One of my favorite new things you do is reaching out and touching Daddy's or my face. You really like to touch our lips, and sometimes put your fingers in our mouths, smiling when I make funny noises. You look intently into my eyes when you do this, like you are trying to remember every detail. I am too my sweet boy. I am too.

Seeking Inspiration/20 Questions

I just haven't been feeling it lately. It could be the sinus infection that took up much of my February, or the fact that I've been on z*loft for a little over a month and might be suffering a bit from apathy. It might be that I've got less than two months left at home with my little man, and I want to soak him up. It could be that my mom got be addicted to a silly game called Ruzzle which mindlessly takes up my nights not instead of blogging or working on photo projects, etc. Whatever it is, I'm struggling to find the motivation to write. Maybe I just don't need it right now. But, I do miss it. I miss the action of my fingers clicking across the keyboard. So, PAIL's 20 Questions seemed like an easy way to spend some time with the laptop again.

What was the last thing you threw in the garbage/recycling?—A Dunkin Donuts decaf coffee pod.

What’s the #1 most played song on your iPod?—Haven't really been playing it much lately. I've been listening to Pandora. But my favorite playlist is one I compiled from a bunch of songs that have been on So You Think You Can Dance over the years. 

What is your favorite quote?—I've always loved this one from Dreams for an Insomniac. "Anything less than mad, passionate, extrodinary love is a waste of your time. There are to many ordinary things in life, love shouldn't be one of them."

What chore do you absolutely hate doing?—Cleaning the bathroom.

What is your favorite form of exercise?—Eating? I wish I had a favorite form of exercise. That would make it easier to get some. I used to be a dancer. Now, I pretty much just walk for exercise. 

What is your favorite time of day/day of the week/month of the year?—These days, I love my afternoon naps with L. My favorite day is Saturday because it's just the beginning of two days of family time. My favorite month is October. I love the weather, just starting to get cool, the colors, the crispness, Halloween! Any excuse to play dress up! And now I get to celebrate my little man's birthday in my favorite month every year.

What is on your bedside table?—More prescription medications than I would care to admit, an alarm clock radio/iphone dock, a lamp, two coasters, a glass of water, earrings, a baby monitor, a hair clip.

What is your favorite body part?—On myself, I've always love my eyes, and my wrists. My wrists are dainty and skinny like the rest of me is not!

Would you use the power of invisibility for good or evil? Elaborate.—Oooh, tough one. I hate to admit it, but it's true, I might just use it for personal gain. And some might consider that to be evil. 

If you could choose to stay a certain age forever, what age would it be?—28, but I wish I could have known my husband then. I had so much more energy for life back then! And fewer worries somehow, even though I was essentially an unemployed grad student living off credit cards!

What is the first thing you would do if you won the lottery?—Buy a bigger house. And furnish it. 

What is your biggest pet peeve?—Hmmm...Judging by the fact that my blood pressure rises every time I have to go through a four-way stop sign, I might have to say the complete misunderstanding of so many drivers as to what you are actually supposed to do in that situation. 

If you could know the answer to any question, what would it be?—Are there really other planets out there with some sort of life form?

At what age did you become an adult?—37.5, when I gave birth to L. I might have been pretending to be a grown up for the last 15 years, but being responsible for another human being really seals the deal. 

Recommend a book, movie, or television show in three sentences or less.—Modern Family makes me laugh out loud every single week. I think anyone can find someone to identify with on that show. I find myself thinking "yes, exactly!" all the time. 

What did you do growing up that got you into trouble?—I was a goody two-shoes. I didn't really get into trouble. Or, if I tried, I didn't get caught! I did get in trouble in first grade for making a doll house in my desk and playing with that during lessons instead of listening. And in third grade for putting elmer's glue on my hands and peeling it off when it dried. I sound totally lame. 

What was the first album you bought with your own money?—Goodness, I have no recollection, but I am old enough that it was certainly a cassette tape. Probably Madonna. I do remember that the Immaculate Collection was the first CD I ever owned. It was a gift though. And I remember spending an obscene amount of money on a multiple cassette of the complete symphonic recording of Les Miserable when I was in junior high. 

If someone wrote a book about you, what would be the title?—I've always thought the book I would write about myself would be called "Tales of My Ridiculous Life." In fact, I had considered that as a name for my blog. Sometimes I wish I had gone with that. Maybe I'll change someday. If someone else wrote about me...hmmm...that's tough. A cheesy title would be "The Girl Who Could." because there's never been anything I haven't been able to to do if I set my mind to it and stuck to it long enough. Maybe I'd have a little more confidence in myself if I could just remember that more often!

What story do you wish your family would stop telling about you?—There aren't really any stories I'm sick of hearing. It's more that I'm sick of being made fun of for the elaborate stories that I have told over the years! 

True or false: The unicorn is the greatest mythical creature. State your case.—I think I'm more partial to mermaids. Could be because I've been listening to too much of the kids radio on Pandora and have had "Part of This World" stuck in my head.

Ahhh, it did feel good to type. It took be two days and several sittings to finish this. But yes, I enjoyed hearing the keyboard clicking away. Now to find the time and motivation to read all the other answers! I'm hoping to get a five month post up in the next day or so, but we are heading to England to visit my brother and his family on Saturday, so it might have to wait until we get back. Wish me luck traveling overseas with my little guy and my afraid to fly hubby!

PS: Even though I'm feeling a little blah, I am doing worlds better on the PPD front. Intrusive thoughts and overwhelmed tearful episodes seem to be a thing of the past!