10.10.2011

It doesn't look good

11

That's it. How the hell does that even show on a HPT? I took another expired one this morning, and still had a line, but it makes me worry that the number is already on it's way down from yesterday. The nurse said in her message that it could go either way, but I don't believe her. It think it's chemical. I guess I'll know on Wednesday after I go back for more blood.

I wish my stupid company was closed for the holiday. At least there's not a lot of people here today.

Not too much else to say.
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19 comments:

  1. MicheleOctober 10, 2011 at 1:34 PM

    Crap....Hope it goes up for you, I'm so sorry that things aren't looking good for it right now.

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  2. AnonymousOctober 10, 2011 at 1:52 PM

    Ugh...I just had a chemical this weekend too....such a mind-f*&k! I'm so so sorry. Maybe Wed will be a special surprise! ((Hugs))

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  3. RebeccaOctober 10, 2011 at 1:58 PM

    I'm so sorry.

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  4. SLES75October 10, 2011 at 2:02 PM

    I'm so sorry...I was really hoping that line was a good sign....keeping you in my thoughts and prayers....

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  5. newbieOctober 10, 2011 at 2:45 PM

    So sorry...hope that it goes the other way and you get a great beta on Wednesday.

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  6. JillOctober 10, 2011 at 2:59 PM

    :( I'm still pulling for you. IF just sucks.

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  7. MandaOctober 10, 2011 at 3:15 PM

    I'm sorry. There IS still hope. My little one started off as a 12 on my first blood draw.

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  8. waiting and wishingOctober 10, 2011 at 3:19 PM

    I'm so sorry. I'm holding onto hope for better numbers on Wednesday. Thinking of you.

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  9. E and ROctober 10, 2011 at 3:36 PM

    I'm so sorry the number wasn't stronger. Hoping that Wednesday brings great news!

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  10. BridgetOctober 10, 2011 at 3:36 PM

    I am still hoping for good news on Wednesday sweetie. Hang in there xoxo

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  11. "Jay"October 10, 2011 at 3:51 PM

    I'm sorry the beta wasn't higher. We'll see what wednesday brings. Hang in there.

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  12. On StandbyOctober 10, 2011 at 5:05 PM

    I have been thinking about you all day. I'm hoping Wednesday's numbers will be stronger! The waiting truly sucks.

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  13. AnonymousOctober 10, 2011 at 5:47 PM

    still praying for you :) hang in there

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  14. ChickenpigOctober 10, 2011 at 6:18 PM

    There is still a chance. I'm sorry the number wasn't stronger. Can you POAS again tonight and tomorrow and see if the line gets darker? I hope that Wed brings you better news.

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  15. ChonOctober 10, 2011 at 6:21 PM

    I want to write something inspirational and amazing but my heart is in my mouth for you. I am thinking of you and sending you love.

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  16. AnonymousOctober 10, 2011 at 8:37 PM

    I have been anxiously thinking about you all day....I say keep some hope, I have seen way crazier things in the past year. I will be thinking about you sweetie....xoxo

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  17. RuthOctober 10, 2011 at 9:14 PM

    I'm so sorry that you didn't get a stronger number. If it means anything, I've read some bloggers who had very low first betas (even lower than yours) and went on to continue a healthy pregnancy. Still holding out hope and praying for you

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  18. Miss MacOctober 10, 2011 at 9:39 PM

    Holding out hope for Wednesday, especially after reading Manda's comment. Sending prayers your way!

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  19. Baby HopesOctober 10, 2011 at 10:03 PM

    Thinking of you and hoping your numbers improve between now and Wednesday...

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