First Blogoversary

It's my one year blogoversary today. It's pretty amazing. I have a much more reflective post in the works, but have yet to find the time and energy to finish it. Hopefully soon. Seeing BIL's pregnant girlfriend yesterday was uneventful. She doesn't yet know that I know, so that makes it easier I guess. And she amazingly really isn't showing. Today, I awoke feeling the seeds of a panic that I have not felt for a long time. As evidenced by my last post, there is a lot on my mind. I've made it a third of the way through the day though, and I'll just keep breathing until it's time to go home. At least I am beginning to feel like a human again. Despite all of this, I did not want today to go by unmarked. So, there you have it. Happy Blogoversary to me!