E2 now 202 (updated) (again)

That's up, damn it! Wrong way little ovaries. Can you please start cooperating with me? I really can't take it anymore. Do you realize that in 8.5 months of 2011 we have only had two legitimate tries for egg to meet sperm? It's fucking ridiculous. We've either been supressing, cancelled or dealing with sexual side effects for every cycle but one ivf and one iui this year, and I'm getting really fucking impatient. Again, still waiting for instructions from the nurse, but I am not optimistic. Not one little bit!

Update: Heard from the nurse. My cycle is officially being "restarted." I am to call with my next bleed and start bcps for another two weeks. I'll have a baseline u/s - but no b/w - 4 days after that, and we'll get started. Why no blood then, when they've just tested my E2 three out of the last 4 days. How do they know it will be ok to start after another 2 weeks on bcps? And the other thing that's freaking me out...I stated spotting yesterday. It better not be too late to start the next two weeks of bcps. I'l going to loose it if I have to wait another whole cycle. Of course, I always end up playing phone tag with the nurse. Since I have zero privacy at my desk, I have her call my cell. But, I get no cell reception at my desk because I sit inside a zinc clad building, next to a steel stair. So, I have to go outside every few hours to check my messages to see if she has called back. I think I will go do that now. Then, maybe I will be able to stop hyperventilating.

Updated again: Nurse says the spotting doesn't count. I have to wait for a whole nother bleed. The good news is that we don't have to cancel our labor day weekend plans, and I won't be on any swimming restrictions. Maybe Violetta just really wants to be born in June like most of the rest of her family.


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