Fail

I think I failed my glucose screening test. I looked up my results online and I was 146. 140 was the high end of the range. I'm not too worried because my OB said most people who fail by only a few points don actually have GD. But I'm annoyed because now it likely means the three hour test. I'm playing phone tag with the nurse to find out for sure. They specifically don't call with good results. Grrr. I know I haven't been as good at avoiding carbs as I had the intention to be. And I feel like having this test after a week of holiday cookout with corn, potato salad, hamburger buns and desserts just set me up for failure. So, yeah, just annoyed and wishing I had better will power and that carb filled food weren't just so darn quick and easy to prepare. And that I could actually really enjoy salad. Sitting here, munching on almonds, waiting for the phone to ring.